Oh, Shit!!!

as i posted last blog, i joined the ceremony which was held by kansai tv. the number of people who took part in the ceremony was 112, and 4 of them would be selected to join the ceremony in aultlia for 10 days by the stuffs of kansai tv. it was so difficult to be selected. when i had a rest in waiting room in kansai tv building, i was called by one of stuff in kansai ty. i did not know why i was called, and i listened to him. he told me i was selected to one of the candidates of the members who would go to austlia. i was so surprised and happy because i would be able to go to austlia for 10 days by free because all the money would be paid by kansai tv. next, he told me when i should go austlia. it was from Feb. 15th to 25th. oh, shit!!! i will be in south africa in that time, so i reluctantly refused his proposal..... how unhappy i was.